Do you really need three pairs of shoes?
The answer is probably yes: you can't dance in hikers, you can't shop in stilettos, you can't hike in clogs. So what else do you overpack on this long-awaited trip? Extra shorts, extra tees, you can't have enough things to wear. And in the new book "How to Live Free in a Dangerous World" by Shayla Lawson, you'll need to bring your curiosity.
Minneapolis has always been one of their favorite cities, perhaps because Shayla Lawson was at one of Prince's first concerts. They weren't born yet; they were there in their mother's womb, and it was the first of many concerts.
In all their travels, Lawson has noticed that "being a Black American" has its benefits. People in other countries seem to hold Black Americans in higher esteem than do people in America. Still, there's racism – for instance, their husband's family celebrates Christmas in blackface.
Yes, Lawson was married to a Dutch man they met in Harlem. "Not Haarlem," Lawson is quick to point out, and after the wedding, they became a housewife, learned the language of their husband, and fell in love with his grandmother. Alas, he cheated on them and the marriage didn't last. He gave them a dog, which loved them more than the man ever did.
They've been to Spain, and saw a tagline in which a dark-skinned Earth Mother was created. Said Lawson, "I find it ironic, to be ordained a deity when it's been a ... journey to be treated like a person."
They've fallen in love with "middle-American drag: it's the glitteriest because our mothers are the prettiest." They changed their pronouns after a struggle "to define my identity," pointing out that in many languages, pronouns are "genderless." They looked upon Frieda Kahlo in Mexico, and thought about their own disability. And they wish you a good trip, wherever you're going.
"No matter where you are," says Lawson, "may you always be certain who you are. And when you are, get everything you deserve."
Crack open the front cover of "How to Live Free in a Dangerous World" and you might wonder what the heck you just got yourself into. The first chapter is artsy, painted with watercolors, and difficult to peg. Stick around, though. It gets better.
Past that opening, author Shayna Lawson takes readers on a not-so-little trip, both world-wide and with observant eyes – although it seems, at times, that the former is secondary to that which Lawson sees. Readers won't mind that so much; the observations on race, beauty, love, the attitudes of others toward America, and finding one's best life are really what takes the wheel in this memoir anyhow. Reading this book, therefore, is not so much a vacation as it is a journey of discovery and joy.
Just be willing to keep reading, that's all you need to know to get the most out of this book. Stick around, and "How to Live Free in a Dangerous World" is what to pack.
"How to Live Free in a Dangerous World: A Decolonial Memoir" by Shayla Lawson
c.2024, Tiny Rep Books / Penguin $29, 303 pages
